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it’s not real
02:15
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It sure is sad to hope for the best while expecting the worst
Protecting ourselves through shelves of words and pictures
That might not belong to us
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Why would you tell me to kneel before you only when it's crowded?
The lights are off
You're nowhere to be seen right now
This ground dissolves
You're falling, taking me with you
And it fills you with determination
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versmold
02:11
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Why false observations cause my body to get cold?
It's hard to think of an easy way out
And it's desperate to think about the inevitable
An insect that's looking for something to cling to while it acts to survive
These days do not seem so far
Corrupted memories
The skies are turning black
This feeling comes back whenever i close my eyes shut
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4. |
marbles
02:07
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Classifications made by ridicule whispers with no name nor persona
Made us lose our marbles
Pointing our fingers at each other
The smoke stands still as the fire grows
Blurring the landscape
No one will take a step forward
Why would they?
Observing from far away and taking no risk
Making sure they won't get hurt
And I stand there as well
Catching a glimpse of the mess we made
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5. |
hikikomori
08:42
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I have no idea what went wrong and it's worse than knowing
My heart for the first time is revolving as fast as my thoughts
But i don't care
Why don't i care?
There's nothing that seems to matter anymore
And there's nothing left for me to say
Hold my hands, don't let me get through this alone
It feels like something will go horribly wrong
I don't care, my self stare fades away, crushed
Crossing my fingers to shove it away fading into nothing
Must move on, must go away
Disfunction
When did my innocence leave?
When did i become so fucking hopeless?
I can't remember the last time i felt calm
Why don't i care
There's nothing that seems to matter anymore
And there's nothing left for me to say
Hold my hands
Watery eyes, cracked lips
A shadow that walks past the crowd
Trying to create something meaningful to myself
Nothing feels right
A shadow that walks alone
Devoured by a thought
Fear that never seems to stop
Alone
In my thoughts
I hear them call
And i'm feeling hoarse
Can't recall a situation where i stay wherever i really want to be
My self-esteem makes it hard for me to realize that i can do better
Why dont i fucking care?
Is it a lie that i don't care?
There's nothing that makes me more anxious
And i know i can do better than this
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6. |
bloom
02:24
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He's tired, and it's night
Trying to remain conscious
The skies above are falling down on him again
It's hard to breath
Seamless endeavours are hard to make correctly
Hides again from himself
Smiling
Like there is nothing wrong
And apparently, he is happy
But it is still hard for him to breath
Falling, failing
Falling down
He's tired and it's night
Can't come in
People looking at him tries to breath as he cries for help
Wondering
Gasping
Trembling
They won't go
Near him
"I'll bloom one day"
Keeps thinking to himself
"But not today"
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Why did you leave me behind?
Seems like there was so much time
Why did you mislead me?
Made me believe that it hurts to forget me?
Countless hours where I couldn't find peace while you have been at ease
Has it been like this from the start?
Subconsciously, I think I knew that it will be too much to contain
That it will be too much to endure
And probably I could not see all the stop signs
The sun has blinded me for good
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